I've been on the other side of where I am today
The side of anxiously looking for those elusive things called
health. peace. joy. love.
You know the drill. Looking for answers in books, lyrically rich songs, deep philosophical quotes, strangers’ stories, relationships with men, get-me-out-of-here plane tickets, yoga, meditation loops, courses on clearing blockages.
Superfoods for this, juices for that, cleanses that do it all. Retreats to the sea, Ayahuasca in the mountains, Kambo in a stranger’s home. Even shallow articles on “how to make a man fall in love with 4 words” (or was it 6?!).
(Insert self-deprecating eye-roll here)
I’ve prayed to Gods and Goddesses, the Universe, Buddha, my pop-pop, angels, energy healers, and the man in the moon.
The list could go on and on.
You name it …
I likely laugh at myself for trying it!